My struggle for today is trying to decided whether I want to play more XIV or take a day or two off and play more Persona for a little again. Now that I'm done EW MSQ a short break feels fitting, plussss well on a practical level that means the next content for me is the post-story dungeon and the NM Tier 1 Pandemonium Raids (bc I like doing content in the order it was released in patches even while I'm catching up.) and I remember from last time I was really active that it's just not that easy to find a group for anything on a Sunday night lol. Especially as a DPS main sadly. Maybe that's changed a little with how much XIV has blown up the last few years while I was away though. I could also start levelling DoH/DoL again, since I haven't touched them since SHB, or even go back to levelling my other classes since I can do that solo. (I'm working on Bard rn)
I'm definitely not so anxious about teaming with people any more, finding that EX Splatoon modules will partially work in the lower version of that content means I'm much more chill about being able to do the mechanics, so I can actually have some fun in there now. My run to clear Endsinger went so well it really alleviated a lot of that anxiety. It does mean I'm just kinda back to wishing I had an actual group though lol. My FC has a good number of people, but no one really talks or runs content together, and I just think having that option would be nice, but oh well. The way I'm playing now I'd even actually consider doing EX/Savage content when I get there if I had people to do it with but still, at least I'm having fun. God there is so much game to catch up on still though T~T
