
A hideous fruit, disgracing itself.
Allo-Aro
Humour is welcome, I've been in serious mode for almost the entire year so far
alright, it's a bad pun
hopefully you stop being a patient before you stop being patient
Every time a nurse compliments me on my patience, I say, "that's part of the job description" 😎
I don't know if this helps much, but have you tried listening to some ASMR? For some people it has a calming effect, and can even help you sleep. At the very least, it could be used as a way to distract yourself from thinking about more bleak things, maybe even uplift you. Not sure what kind of audio devices you have access to right now, but if you do have something suitable for it then it could be worth a shot.
It's not a bad idea, though ASMR never held much of an effect on me. Trouble is the hospital wifi makes listening to anything uninterrupted difficult - I have to take advantage of Netflix's download feature just to keep a few distractions in my pocket.