my opinion on steven universe had been "it was really rocky & uneven but they stuck the landing with the last season, movie & epilogue". having fully rewatched it as of last night, not only is it way less rocky than i thought but the stuff i thought was good is even better. steven universe future is a fucking gut punch and i relate very deeply to it and i'm glad they not only told that story but had the confidence to put steven, their protagonist, through that as a character. it's ugly and raw and real. i have also been through that "everyone is leaving me behind and i've got to lock down anything i can" wringer. i've been the person who can't stop self-sacrificing because i don't know who i am otherwise.
also, just. god "mr. universe" is a heartbreaking episode.
i've mentioned this but i think steven universe was a victim of both its toxic fandom and the insane airing schedule. when you watch it now, free of both problems, it really really holds up. if you are like me and my friends and didn't follow through with steven universe or remember it not-so-fondly, i strongly suggest checking it out again. i'm really glad i was able to re-evaluate this show and see it for what it is, and not for what fans wanted it to be. i think sooner or later a lot of people are going to start waking up and realizing steven universe whipped ass all along whether they're taking my word for it or not.
and in the last stevonnie episode, they finally put on shoes!