maybe I'm too dumb in general
I've always felt like I was a multidisciplinary person, but am I really? or is it just the adhd?
recently I've been feeling more and more that I might've just bullshitted my way through life
I don't even know if I can call it impostor syndrome when I haven't even achieved anything
but just
I have so many interests, but I just fall flat when trying new stuff recently, like I've lost any learning power I had, or just am too tired to persist and learn
I keep shooting in every direction but I only hit myself
hopefully I'll die before 30 now