Hi gang
Although too many factors in my life have changed in the past year and more (completing a degree, getting serious in my relationship, moving home, interacting with my local community way more) I’ve definitely noticed changes in my mental state. Some possibly good, although it’s not clear exactly how it seems that I’ve broken a lot of the isolation I used to suffer from and a general sense of self worth is up, as well as my methods for dealing with stress etc.
But you know, despite all this, am I missing something?
It seems that inside and out as time passed I’m losing my furry edge. I’m being domesticated. My mentality, wants and desires are shifting. I’ve met with the local furry community, I’ve seperated myself from certain online spaces, and as such I’m starting to lose to relation with that space, and by extension losing touch with the person I used to be. This is an interesting space to occupy, as it makes me feel like there’s a hole in my identity and I’m letting an avenue of play slip away from me. In a place I used to meow it out.
