woke up about 24 hours ago. about 17 hours ago i got struck down by the nastiest bit of lower back pain i've ever had in my short life so far. no sleep since but i scramble through the hours somehow
limping around the house earlier, i joked to my gf that it felt like my 30th birthday launched a warning shot at me a couple years early. she said "i don't think warning shots are supposed to hit"
status update
- back still hurts
- making the depression worse
- quitting weed to save money and also i cant go to the store anyway
- so thats not helping; i'm going through withdrawls
- why the hell is that even a thing
- who invented weed withdrawls
- someone let me know so i can kill them
that's about it! might stream tomorrow, but otherwise, im just resting. reading books instead of being online. Drinking Water