feel like i'll never get over my fear of covid. never leave the house, never make irl friends again. never feel safe. i miss going to house shows. i miss spending hours in the library. i would kill myself but i'm already dead

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feel like i'll never get over my fear of covid. never leave the house, never make irl friends again. never feel safe. i miss going to house shows. i miss spending hours in the library. i would kill myself but i'm already dead
extremely relatable. personally i compensated by getting really into doing stuff outside but i miss seeing friends and winter is rough
i hope this isn't an unwelcome comment, but wearing a respirator has helped me overcome that. it's a solid presence on my face and head that I can feel working. and despite Working With Customers I haven't caught covid one single time since I started wearing this.
I don't think I'll ever be able to go into a crowd and not feel anxious. I mean, it was bad before, but now it's far worse