changed my mind about doing nanowrimo
i don't work well with strict deadlines and quotas. i started this month excited at the prospect of having a completed first draft by December 1st. last night, i had a nightmare about word counts (not joking lol). i just know the first day i don't meet the word count i will start beating myself up. not great for creativity!
my story idea is interesting enough that i don't think i need to add unnecessary pressure to write it and it's complex enough that i'm not sure a month is sufficient to actually finish a draft. oh well
