musician, image maker, BBS sysop, game boy user, pretend meteorologist, baseball watcher...
Was (@)yiffpolice on twitter (RIP 2013-2023)
Will always be @nicky from cohost (2022-infinity)
if i don't write a song for more than a week, i feel like a fake musician. how in the hell does that make sense? it doesn't. but that's how it is
right now? it's been a month. so, in my brain, this means i'll never write another song again. that's Literally never been true no matter how many times that has happened. doesn't matter
ohh woe is me. i have forgotten my craft. i do not know this Ableton of which you speak
perfectionism even when everything feels like it's not doing enough, which is, well, definitional.
i feel this with art. it gets tough jumping back into it after a break, but i think its not just down to the whole impostor syndrome sinking in, but also the habit of opening your tool of choice and sitting down having worn away. that rust that's built up while you were away that you have to fight to give yourself patience to get through and shake off. its funky
