nicky

i'm literally nicky

musician, image maker, BBS sysop, game boy user, pretend meteorologist, baseball watcher...

Was (@)yiffpolice on twitter (RIP 2013-2023)
Will always be @nicky from cohost (2022-infinity)


new music forever!
nickyflowers.bandcamp.com/
i love to make film & video!
www.youtube.com/@NickyFlowers
i do stream sometimes, it's fun!
www.twitch.tv/nickyflowers
i even make games WOW!
nickyflowers.itch.io/
e-mail, why not!
hello (at) nickyflowers.com

aaaaa i definitely have adhd and i dont feel like trying to get my stupid doctor to diagnose me so i'm self-diagnosing. i can't ever focus on anything and i'm constantly forgetting everything ever and i have a hard time doing things even i like the thing and want to do it. also i can bestow The Curse upon people. that might be due to my magical staff but i'm lumping that in with the adhd for convenience


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ah, the adhd hex build, an inspired choice

but also real talk it's so hard to get adhd meds on a regular basis even with a good doctor, but self-medicating with measured amounts of stimulants like caffeine can go a surprisingly long way. there was one time a frickin starbucks mocha hit me like adderall thanks to a perfect combination of nourishment, enough sleep, and a good mood, and i dropped into a flow state for like four hours of late night piano practice and i've been seeking that experience out for the past twelve years