ever since i quit drinking, i'll occasionally have vivid dreams of relapsing, drinkin up a storm, upsetting loved ones. i'll wake up and for a few minutes, the relapse feels so real i'll lie in bed and lament the things i thought i did last night. tbh it's kind of exhausting lmao
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in reply to @nicky's post:
yeah i get those too. cool way to wake up more tired than when you went to bed
i have these ALL OF THE TIME i actually just recorded a video for youtube & as i was editing at one point i talk abt having had one of these dreams the night before lmao
i guess it's like, the showing-up-naked-in-school dream of recovering alcoholics haha