my hematoma lump is still. fucking. there. (on my chest)
hasnt gotten smaller in weeks. it's more firm and less spongy but there it sits. it's not affecting how deep my breathing is but it's not Fun to breath deeply. it's not really in pain so much as it Sucks to feel a big lump under ur sternum. hot and cold compresses seem to do nothing at all. no fever, so no infection/abscess. multiple doctors looked at it exactly a month after the crash and were surprised at how large it was but didn't make it seem like it was anything to panic about
but i hate it! i'm sick of the sensation, i'm sick of the very visible reminder of what happened. hopefully they can determine what to do about it when i get scans in a couple weeks. but im going crazy waiting for that appointment to get here
