nicky flowers

i get a little bit miserable thinking about how bad things are generally and unchecked, it can turn into me being a bit unfair towards other people. but then i remember i almost died and then didn't. and i reconsider whatever i'm mad at in the moment and usually calm down pretty quick. not to brag or anything but the near-death experience really did put a lot of things into perspective. it's pretty cool but i don't know if i'd recommend you seek one out for yourself. if it happens, it happens basically