nicky

i'm literally nicky

musician, image maker, BBS sysop, game boy user, pretend meteorologist, baseball watcher...

Was (@)yiffpolice on twitter (RIP 2013-2023)
Will always be @nicky from cohost (2022-infinity)


new music forever!
nickyflowers.bandcamp.com/
i love to make film & video!
www.youtube.com/@NickyFlowers
i do stream sometimes, it's fun!
www.twitch.tv/nickyflowers
i even make games WOW!
nickyflowers.itch.io/
e-mail, why not!
hello (at) nickyflowers.com

nicky
@nicky

im gonna write a big post for my website, which you should subscribe to the RSS feed of. probably gonna post it right before cohost goes read-only. if you'd like, tell me what you experienced that made cohost fun or special or nice for you. for example, i'll be getting into how all the photographers and musicians i met on here inspired me to become a better artist than i was before i was here. i mean that, and i wanna hear from YOU about what you got up to on here, who'd you meet, what are you going to take away from being here. i wanna capture the fleeting feeling of being a friend of eggbug

email me your thoughts about cohost at hello@nickyflowers.com (include your username if you want it mentioned in the post!!). or comment below too that works haha


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when blackle's puzzle box post came out i lost my mind. the first few months of the site as the demosceners figured out that you could truly post anything in the damn box were magical and blackle's puzzle box was the absolute pinnacle of that era.

username okay to mention. not specific moments, but every single time i've seen someone in a comment go "hey, what are you, a fucking cop", it meant the world to me. and it happened a lot. it made me feel safe, and welcome. like, i knew from those comments that this is a place where i don't need to watch my back, that i'll be taken in good faith, and i don't have to be fucking paranoid.

i'm going to miss the culture of "fuck, man, we're all too old and jaded to be cops" more than any specific moment.

people on here being both very open and very accepting about some identity stuff got me to think of myself a bit differently, for the better. similarly, i think this website made me a furry, and i wouldn't have it any other way.

Seeing people post about neocoties prompted me to figure it out bc I always wanted a very plain, simple spot to dump my writing, so I did, thanks to cohost. Also following a ton of musicians on here got me using bandcamp way more than I ever did before, and got me listening to new music more than I have in like almost 20 years.

On a barely related note, I knew of you/your art but never followed you on Twitter, but then knew you did Gay Baseball w/ Lys, and then we became mutuals here and I don't remember if we have even ever exchanged comments but when you like my posts sometimes I'm like "oh shit, that's cool." Anyway, see ya around gay baseball maybe.

discovering the prompt writing culture on cohost, its unique F/F focus & acceptance of trans & kinky art, getting into writing by taking part in it, making my own prompt account and sending out over 200 prompts to which people wrote 218 stories.

there's so many prompt accounts i can't list, truly, and the folks writing even my own prompt account can't capture more than median chunk.

it's gonna continue elsewhere, we're gonna find a way, but it was such a special and unique thing to this site and i'm gonna miss it being here a lot.

A fond memory I had was downloading wacky userscripts. I remembered this one script where you you had a eggbug bouncing around. You could click on it and it would fly off in a random direction! So funny...

I remember markdown++ and making that stupid Fog post... God... CSS Crimes... I'll miss CSS Crimes...

When New Garfield became an unofficial mascot for the site and everyone was drawing them getting up to Hijinks. When Love Honk was discovered. @sullivan's Sheev's Plan post, which I've read out loud to people multiple times it's just that good. #Cohost Build Club, which got me back into my gunpla hobby work in a big way!

The feeling of having a post do Severals and just feeling happy about that and not having to worry about the numbers.

username is okay to include.

there are too many things to consider as a single favorite, but something that permeates throughout my entire experience with this website and its users is faith. And no, not like some weird religious connotation of the word - very much the opposite. I guess it could be called "secular" faith? iunno if that's already a term that exists, but just like. the community and understanding, inherently, that other folks are okay to interact with. Faith in my fellow users.

realizing maybe this is better described as "queer faith." This feels like a better way to describe it, since the queerness of this space plays a tremendous factor in the unspoken understanding that I've experienced. I am confident I'm not the only user who has experienced this particular sense of community, but this is definitely the most noticeable part of my experience as a user of cohost.

i think my favorite part about cohost was seeing all the loudly plural people. and loudly therian people. and like- the fact that the css was so permissible meant that i got to see these people, y'know? like, they had little avatars for their talking and it meant that they were there, more tangibly than any other site we've ever used

that's a special treat we'll never forget

i've always been a terminal lurker but cohost let me have a space on the internet where i could feel like i could just post without the fear of getting attacked for existing. it also helped me embrace even further being a weirdo furry, and also a therian. it was a comfortable place to explore and learn and i loved reading people's high quality infodumps on various topics. also the css crimes were a lot of fun, even if i didn't personally have the skills to create a crime myself

idk i just keep thinking about how the site got me into actual creative css. i couldn't imagine building a website then bam we're messing with css on here and now i have a whole ass neocities and suite of open source poorly written twitch toys and it's all cuz of cohost. there is just no other site with such a low barrier to website shitposting that comes with a built in audience.

i also miss the dream it represented for a better and more equitably fairer future. thought we were gonna have a world where patreon has actual competition n it wasn't owned and ruined by capital. just wish this site had pulled it off