i sometimes feel gender feelings but when i think about writing them down, i imagine all of the ways it might be misinterpreted and then i feel tired and don't write any of them down.

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i sometimes feel gender feelings but when i think about writing them down, i imagine all of the ways it might be misinterpreted and then i feel tired and don't write any of them down.