so i was thinking of trying to apply to a real big in person holiday market this winter and i am choosing to not do that anymore and i feel bad about it. it's a 2 day event and my stuff just hasn't been selling well in person, i think it's just too expensive for impulse purchases here, and it's also hard to catch people's attention with items that are so small. but i am feeling pretty bad about it. it's really hard to feel so limited physically, but my back really does keep me from pursuing in person sales more intensely than i already do. it feels bad to be so limited. but i can't keep pushing through pain to do in person stuff and i'm telling myself that i really have to pick a focus for winter.
idk i guess i could use some encouragement about the whole thing
