been thinking a lot about changing my name to "Hyacinth, Cynthia for short" but not like,,, in a "im trans and am asking all my friends to use a new name" but rather like changing my middle name legally to hyacinth and then using that in professional contexts.
that name just,, has an energy I really want to embody, but not in a "this is my secret name for gays and gals" way, in a legit This Is My Name way.
idk. I think I will wait until after FGCS, when my character design is more on model (my preferred way to frame facial surgery since "make my body more in line with my gender" feels stale)