had a panic attack at the start of rosh hashannah service lmao, just so many people there and so many people perceiving me and just oh wow I have social anxiety maybe?? great way to ring in the new year
it broke (in the sense of a fever breaking) while we were singing the final part of the amidah where you petition for peace which felt appropriate lol. really good way to have a heightened religious experience but oof I ended up having the leave anyways. good thing that rosh hashannah is 48 hours long so I can just try again tomorrow morning
