playing clarinet while short of breath and exhausted is fuckin hard but I play every night that I get home in time, and I left work early, so here I am trying my best and just taking tons of break😤
also I think I've gotten good at a song? learned how to play ava marie because it's similar to a cool song in Dark Souls lmao (which, funniest reason for learning a song, love 2 appropriate from italians). this is the first time I've played something and been like, oh that's pretty? that's actually pretty?
im like terminally sigma grindset sometimes but hey I channel that towards things that fill me with joy instead of just making money so, shrug, lol