one thing I really dislike about my neurotype is how often I like, can only have one thing I think about for weeks at a time
im really looking forward to when I've written my dvar torah and had the beit din and done the mikvah and can go back to thinking about trains and cities and things other than this lmao. its kind of exhausting having Only One Thought for like weeks
I remembered that there is a bracha you're supposed to say before and after studying torah, and I found that adding that intentionality to it did help yesterday to keep me from just like falling into hyperfixation on accident and allowed me to stop when I needed to.
judaism is so neurodivergent friendly sometimes jfak;fja;
