I reached out to someone I want to be a mentor for a like informal sit down to discuss the field and such, he mistook this invite as a more general project meeting so is like hell yeah let me invite some people who can help and im watching as the "meeting forwarded to" messages roll in with a sinking feeling in my stomach haha god im going to have to pull together an agenda and lead a meeting that,,,, I don't really know what the purpose is anymore. scope creep but interpersonal. im. going to die jfkdalf;ja
im being punished/oppressed for my sigma grindset smh
