I've been meaning to call my meemaw because I miss her and she sent me some really nice gifts, but it's been so long that my anxiety has been building and building over the rudeness of me going this long without calling, which makes me put off calling her, which makes it more daunting, and so uh it's been on my to-do list for,,,, three years now akdjfjksla
I don't call because im too guilty about having not called so I don't call because having not called makes me guilty. Love to have a brain
Finally did it today though! It being a holiday and being out of work with my wife out of town gives me both time and an excuse to call, all the stars aligned and pierced through my anxiety
And she uh. hung up on me, unknown number so I guess she thought it was spam, omg
My dad is visiting and upon hearing me describe this he just pulled out his phone, called her, and pushed his phone into my hand aksjfkkaa
That was so nice ;_; it was really lovely to hear from her and to finally thank her for the jewelry and genealogy records she sent me years ago. She was really relieved to hear that I wear the jewelry and had read the notes
