i’m pretty tapped out by life right now from a mental and emotional standpoint. i was gonna have my last post be a “omg i’m in japan! can’t wait to post all these photos!” with some caption or smth saying it was in oct “cohost is still alive!”.
but since i am no longer going for work i am leaving on oct 7th which is a little late for that idea lol.
regardless, i loved this site. i felt free on this site and it has encouraged me to feel free on other sites. i remember how it feels to fly free again.
to those that i’ve interacted with: i hold you dear in my heart. you have helped heal wounds i did not have and no matter how poorly my fleshy brain holds on to individuals, those lovingly created scars and repaired sections will always be with me.


