I have severe social anxiety. I can't make appointments. I can't do most normal things that most "normal" people can do.

Anyways, my consultation/maybe first tattoo removal appointment is tomorrow.

I'm not even really 'nervous' per se. I'm just...really really anxious.

I keep thinking "well, i'll just cancel because I won't be able to do anything else until this appointment is over" - if you have adhd and anxiety you know.

But at the same time, I know how much I've been dying to have this tattoo removed. I've spent years crying about it. Wearing long sleeves because of it. If i cancel, i'll just be disappointed that I cancelled.

I'll do it !!