sometimes i think "man, maybe posting that a streamer i watch played totk so badly it made me briefly attracted to him was kinda weird, i should dial back the stream-watching",
and then i click on the public account of someone who quote-retweeted a different streamer i watch, and it is just wall-to-wall screenshots and detailed fantasies and attempts to pry into the personal life of said streamer, all out in the open and easily accessible to the guy,
and i think "oh i could be so much worse. at least i'm not this bad"