why do i keep making convoluted junk like this ??!???!???

Sam Blye | VFX/Tech Artist & gamedev | shader sergal/ram/alien | ΘΔ | worked on
ManifoldGarden + Yo! Noid II | illustrator | graphic design | BLM ACAB
🔞 -> @gij
why do i keep making convoluted junk like this ??!???!???