onza

the wanderer's wandering daughter

  • she/her/they/โ„๐Ÿ†

'kara onza' aka 'kara meower'
aka 'amaryllis' (ammy)

avatar - lushminda

i have a job and at least one gender. norf seattle

it means 'snow leopard' in spanish, kinda

๐Ÿ”ž๐Ÿ”ž @meower ๐Ÿ”ž๐Ÿ”ž


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twitter.com/karaonza

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  • She greets you at the front gates, probably lounging on a plinth, ersatz indigo-robed ็Ÿณ็‹ฎ. If this is your first time visiting, she offers to restore your HP and MP for free. If this is not your first time visiting, she will restore your HP and MP without forewarning when you least expect it.

  • Cobbled paths to vibrant market squares, dirt paths to rough patches of transitory land, agriculture suffused with wilding, there are pleasantly curated lawn strolls of flowers and trees, there are unblazed trails of dark forest and brambles. Beachfront, mountainside, desert and wood, past, future, worlds here and askew to visit. Most of us just like to lay around in the sun, though.

  • At the mountain hot spring, she welcomes you with a matronly smile and a towel. At the beach, swimwear-clad lifeguard and grillmaster. The office secretary, the plant-mushing swamp druid queen, the friendly barista: point is, Amaryllis has an uncanny ability to be 'staffing' multiple 'attractions' in her resort dimension. (No, nobody has seen two of her in the same place at once, or at least that they'll admit to in public.)

  • It's easy for anyone to get some privacy, all they have to do is wander with the intention of getting lost, and they'll be protected from being found. Finding your way back, unchanged, in one piece, that's not her problem.

Refuge, rest, watch a thousand flowers bloom, stay, move on, move through. A garden is a collection of growth, the intersection and interplay between cultivation and wildness, the rumination and consideration and evolution of things, rhizomatic growth over hierarchical consumption. It's also just an excuse to daydream about weird furries in idealized nature. I feel better for carrying this Garden with me in my heart where I go, I know a tiny cohort of friends-acquaintances-comrades who feel the same. The garden is the relationships, the garden is the mindset, the garden can literally be a garden (some visual inspiration include the Kubota Garden in Seattle that I like to visit often, and the Baegyangsa Temple in southwestern Korea that I've never been in the same hemisphere as). other works of inspiration cited: the suikoden series, โ€œthe mushroom at the end of the worldโ€,

I wanted to write something down on this before 'Co Host ends', and, yet, it's forever a document in progress in my neuron-drafts, a dao-that-can-be-named-is-not-the-eternal-dao piece that i never feel satisfied with elaborating on, so I cut myself off after a few silly anecdotes. The secret of 'Amaryllis Garden' is that it's just an invitation to play, so are many of the most important things in the universe. This post is over!



this is the fursona, the mood, an avatar to chilling, sly grins, begging for attention and pets and goddess-like treatment, a presence of comfort and warmth as much as she can be a menace in ways large and small. an essence of cat.

sometimes the idea is.... 'Ammy' is the idea, and 'Amaryllis' is kind of a projection, a kind of knowing 'in-fiction' existence as a sort of action figure, poseable, story prop, doll dressup, a life of blissful superficiality through knowledge that she doesn't have to live the mundane, narratively unimportant moments of life, a sense of purpose and being through "im cat", I have no idea what I'm saying now.

Mostly none of this is important and she's just a leopard lady, a 'fursona', it's easy to point to this and say it's what I'm like. It's nice to have a few grafs in a pinned chost, though!

@pawdrugs
rakugakism https://rakugakism.com/
@carly
kittydee https://kittydee.art/

a spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4o5FAcM4loLkjm4aqjzYke?si=0d4101ae80744b41

on 'alternate manifestations', none of which i give any serious consideration, but are fun dolls to pose in my mind sometimes: https://cohost.org/onza/post/2281602-alt-ammy-cheat-shea



https://www.furaffinity.net/user/oddthesungod/
https://menthaamcomms.carrd.co/
https://www.tumblr.com/hexuponyou
https://www.twitch.tv/auroraanon

HEIGHT: lebron
DEADLIFT: 200kg+
WHIMPER: pathetic
BLOOD TYPE: O-
HUMORS: Melancholic
FAVORITE FOOD: exactly the ๐Ÿ– emoji. though she eats more fish than you'd probably expect, in the end.

her vibes are 'fantasy', and very specifically 'RPG world/JRPG world', a reluctant but reliable adventurer type.

two parts 'dungeon meshi'
one part 'the bear'
one part 'bocchi the rock', even though she eats like 'dwayne the rock'

a spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0KwyfpdmAnDNaD8zllrumO?si=6a91f3ff8ecb467e


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