this is the fursona, the mood, an avatar to chilling, sly grins, begging for attention and pets and goddess-like treatment, a presence of comfort and warmth as much as she can be a menace in ways large and small. an essence of cat.
sometimes the idea is.... 'Ammy' is the idea, and 'Amaryllis' is kind of a projection, a kind of knowing 'in-fiction' existence as a sort of action figure, poseable, story prop, doll dressup, a life of blissful superficiality through knowledge that she doesn't have to live the mundane, narratively unimportant moments of life, a sense of purpose and being through "im cat", I have no idea what I'm saying now.
Mostly none of this is important and she's just a leopard lady, a 'fursona', it's easy to point to this and say it's what I'm like. It's nice to have a few grafs in a pinned chost, though!
@pawdrugs
rakugakism https://rakugakism.com/
@carly
kittydee https://kittydee.art/
a spotify playlist: https://open.spotify.com/playlist/4o5FAcM4loLkjm4aqjzYke?si=0d4101ae80744b41
on 'alternate manifestations', none of which i give any serious consideration, but are fun dolls to pose in my mind sometimes: https://cohost.org/onza/post/2281602-alt-ammy-cheat-shea