the inevitable arc of my life will lead to me desperately running away from civilization and depositing myself in the middle of the densest forest i can find all so i can shut out the constant pressures and expectations of the world and finally know what it is i actually want, who i actually am, real and human and able to make choices until i am snapped back to reality and i find myself back in front of my computer, always stuck in a daydream for fear that the desire to run to the forest isn't mine, it's thoreau's
