i want to be you. i want to be everyone. i want to divide my body into rough chunks and set them upon the world in the hope that i do in fact contain multitudes and i do not have to trap myself in the expectation of singular, intentional purpose
remember the song mr ambulance driver by the flaming lips? if no that's okay, the song isn't very good. but that one line, 'our lives are strangely our own' has stuck with me since i heard it back when. it's supposed to be about survivor's guilt and stuff but it always made me ask why i'm only me and not a dozen people.
i want to multitask. i want to do everything. i want to stop missing things and be everywhere. i want to stop living with the expectation of how a human should be and annihilate all the advice poisoning my identity.
i have no idea how to start doing this, any advice?
