schizospec / psychotic disorder --> paranoia is so brutal when navigating the world as someone with any degree of positivity towards anti-imperialist and anti-capitalist movements.
depending on what youre doing, getting yourself or your friends arrested or doxxed is a real threat. Balance carefully, don't get sloppy, loose lips sink ships.
but on the other hand is the pull of paranoid conspiracy. conspiratorial spins turning you towards hate or total seclusion from society.
neither place is safe, but where do i draw the line on which i walk?











