
i find myself often dreaming of boys, in places that i've never been.
these dreams get me flustered, and end way too soon
and make me wish I'd stayed asleep.
sometimes if i take a lot of notes on a subject, i'll put them all together on a 1080x1920 canvas and use the big cheat sheet as a wallpaper.
that way i kinda get a little overview of what the fuck my field of research is about, and if I'm too braincluttered & need to close all my windows for a while, i'm at least somewhat reminded of what my goals are
every article online feels like it's a high-school essay trying to meet the word count.