papaya

visual novel enjoyer

formerly papaira. zakuro defender, vn enjoyer, 100+ title backlog haver. my vn group is @milkplus where i make homemade yuri VNs. ENG/日本語.
nsfw art @spicypapaya



as someone who struggles with certain symptoms of certain things and has known many people from many different walks of life, the philosophical concepts of qualia and the hard problem of consciousness have always fascinated me. we are all so very different. mary's room is such a basic thing to learn with plenty of arguments against it, but i always come back to it because what is anything to us, really?

memory plays such an important part in who we are as people. i, who have only ever loved and adored tarantulas, can look at one and smile and think of it as a fuzzy little creature. someone else can be completely terrified of it, though, either because of a traumatic memory or just because they have an intense aversion to their appearance. this is a pretty layman's way of understanding these concepts but you get what i mean easier so that's fine.


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