having a pretty crappy day. i had been getting all 100% grades in us history this entire unit and i was excited about that and wanted to show my parents but when i went to pull it up i had gotten a 60% on my most recent assignment :/ and it was a really dumb mistake, too. and then i felt even worse because i'm not supposed to care about grades, it's all bullshit, so why did i feel good about getting good ones, and why did i feel bad about getting a bad one? so now i feel doubly bad because i feel like im not supposed to feel bad. ugh.
and then i took the coziest nap ive had in a long time only to wake up and realize that i missed a call from a teacher because i thought it was meant to be at 4, but it was at 3 instead, thus shattering any residual coziness from the nap. ugh.
just a bad day!