idk like. on weaker days i can get a little too in my own head about being wired so specifically and maybe sometimes wishing my needs didnt require such specific handling/that i wasn't such a specific flavor of person.
buuuuut on other days its fun to have these goofy and cartoonish specific needs because finding other people who are similarly wired and bonding over the stupid goofy shit that turns you on is an unmatched energy
