Between twitter and unity self-destructing, so much of what I've invested time in the past 5-10 years feels ephemeral and fragile. Not just those things in particular, but the fact that anything online or games-adjacent could implode any second.
It makes it especially hard to self-motivate right now, and to know where to direct my creative impulses. I think directing those energies more towards local communities and live music-making could be good, but it requires some significant rewiring. In the meantime, where's my dopamine????