• She/Her

Queer. Left. Writes code and plays games. ΘΔ. Fiancee of
@KiyoneScarlet


pixelatedpenny
@pixelatedpenny

Possibly psychosomatic observation, I take the estradiol an hour before my usual nap and those naps have been amazing.


pixelatedpenny
@pixelatedpenny

Day four and I've got more questionably-psychosomatic observations:

Feels easier to remember dreams, or remember I have dreams, even if I settle in for a short nap. It's happened a couple times.

Also feeling leveled-off emotionally, like clearing a little side street that was blocked up, so there's nothing for anxiety to get caught on and build up. Which means I can actually focus on social interactions and don't feel awkward talking about myself - which is something that I've always hated doing (or it could be that one reason I didn't like talking about myself is Being Dealt With right now).

Could be a chemical thing, or just removing a source of anxiety. It could even be that I'm actively paying attention to this stuff right now because I want to see if it changes, so it becomes self-fulfilling.


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