there's no hum of electricity. no clicks of the heating turning on and off. no mild LED indicators on electronics.
i'm the sort of person that leaves the bathroom fan on all the time because the white noise is calming.
this sort of absolute quiet is far too unnerving.
it makes me feel like something bad is about to happen. i can feel myself getting tense. i can feel the adrenaline starting to build, and the impulse to flinch when i hear a creak or a pop is strong.
i need to sleep. i am not sure if i will be able to.
