but why bother going back
there's nothing good there
but here we sit fixating
what could we have done different?
what could we have changed?
we feel the weight of every connection we enable
especially when the bridge collapses into the river
blood players feel every severed artery.
we're sorry we introduced you to them.
it would have saved us all pain
and we'll carry it in our heart forever.
red flags are always obvious in retrospect
even this BL1ND T34LBLOOD can notice them now
but what good is retrospect in the face of linear time
and we'll fixate, i'll fixate
i'll beg, i'll plead, F1X TH1S
but i can't. no one can.
we are the story of everyone we've ever met,
but how do i redact this chapter?
it hurts too much to reread.
