They say you and me are ⌈Tautology⌋

system ch8nging and going with the flow? t8king wh8t comes as it comes and rolling with the w8ves?
gog even if I w8sn't here we'd 8e such a f8cking 8reath pl8yer

#june eg8ert-tautology #the cohost plural feed #tautology system #plurality #plural

They say you and me are ⌈Tautology⌋@pleonasticTautology7/17/2024, 3:58 AM

we generally try to not talk about breakups or negative interpersonal things, but the last few months have been rough as hell

a bunch of relationship stuff came to a head and we ended things with four partner systems, and in the aftermath, we realized that our system was really rigid during those relationships, to try and keep up with the ex-partners.

and now that we're out of those relationships, things are... looser. better.

i'm me, instead of spread across alphy and Charra and &. Moko and Kakyu are finding new purpose.

we're becoming a new us, built atop the funeral pyre of an us we never should have been, and that it hurt us to be.

[cw: complaining about ex-partner systems, passing reference to domestic abuse]

#fionna adams-tautology #tautology system #plurality #plural #the cohost plural feed #borderline personality disorder #bpd #depression #anxiety

They say you and me are ⌈Tautology⌋@pleonasticTautology7/17/2024, 4:02 AM

oh also while i'm at it

HI I'M COMING OUT AGAIN BECAUSE I'M ON BOTH ESTROGEN AND TESTOSTERONE

I'M A TRANSFEMME TRANSMASC IT/ITS NON-BINARY FEMBOY QUILAVA

#fionna adams-tautology #tautology system #plurality #plural #the cohost plural feed #therian #transgender #the cohost transsexual feed #pokétherian #poketherian

They say you and me are ⌈Tautology⌋@pleonasticTautology7/20/2023, 12:37 PM

They say you and me are ⌈Tautology⌋@pleonasticTautology

They say you and me are ⌈Tautology⌋@pleonasticTautology7/11/2023, 7:21 PM

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            ROSE: Some interesting observations, after taking our fourth dose of Estradiol Valerate (20mg/mL, 1mL/week).
        
            ROSE: The primary one is that getting used to needles, thanks to getting monthly bloodwork done at Mt. Sinai/Beth Israel in New York City (where our initial transition care was out of), has made this a rather seemless process.
        
            ROSE: A corollary, though, is that our first shot (at our general practitioner's office) was flawless, which set us up for anxiety the two doses before today's when they *weren't* flawless.
        
            ROSE: Before switching to injections, we were taking 6mg/day of Estradiol orally (not sublingually; our original doctor told us to swallow it) for 9 years and 3 months.
        
            ROSE: In those 9 years and 3 months, we observed very few changes that other transfeminine people on HRT reported.
        
            ROSE: We have now experienced several of those changes in the space of *a month*.
        
            ROSE: Changes that we were ostracized for not experiencing are now not only occurring, but *quickly*, as if switching to shots cleared some metaphorical paper jam.
        
            ROSE: It is incredibly euphoric and, ah, somewhat distracting.
        
            ROSE: Suffice it to say, we may need new bras soon.

#rose lalonde-tautology #tautology system #the cohost transsexual feed #The Cohost Global Feed (Transgender)#transgender

They say you and me are ⌈Tautology⌋@pleonasticTautology7/20/2023, 12:37 PM

night terrors.

no one told us "incredibly vivid night terrors" were a side effect.

#alphy adams-tautology #tautology system #the cohost transsexual feed #The Cohost Global Feed (Transgender)#transgender

They say you and me are ⌈Tautology⌋@pleonasticTautology7/11/2023, 7:21 PM

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            ROSE: Some interesting observations, after taking our fourth dose of Estradiol Valerate (20mg/mL, 1mL/week).
        
            ROSE: The primary one is that getting used to needles, thanks to getting monthly bloodwork done at Mt. Sinai/Beth Israel in New York City (where our initial transition care was out of), has made this a rather seemless process.
        
            ROSE: A corollary, though, is that our first shot (at our general practitioner's office) was flawless, which set us up for anxiety the two doses before today's when they *weren't* flawless.
        
            ROSE: Before switching to injections, we were taking 6mg/day of Estradiol orally (not sublingually; our original doctor told us to swallow it) for 9 years and 3 months.
        
            ROSE: In those 9 years and 3 months, we observed very few changes that other transfeminine people on HRT reported.
        
            ROSE: We have now experienced several of those changes in the space of *a month*.
        
            ROSE: Changes that we were ostracized for not experiencing are now not only occurring, but *quickly*, as if switching to shots cleared some metaphorical paper jam.
        
            ROSE: It is incredibly euphoric and, ah, somewhat distracting.
        
            ROSE: Suffice it to say, we may need new bras soon.

#rose lalonde-tautology #tautology system #the cohost transsexual feed #The Cohost Global Feed (Transgender)#transgender

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