All day every day I ask myself why in the FUCK did my ancestors come here? Why did they leave us this inheritance, this machine for slaughter and torture? History is truly a nightmare on the minds of the living. I can trace each event, the deprivation upon the displaced peasantry and the campaigns to send the unwanted away across the sea, the fear and the failure and the false promise, the greed and avarice of the colonial bourgeoisie... But it defies accounting, looking upon the consequences. I live in a charnel house painted like a circus. How do you make that make sense?
