idk, i've been thinking about this lately... i'm not sure i would've quit drinking when i did without cohost. there were a number of things pushing me towards the decision but the community i had built here was there for me. a lot of you sent me extremely kind messages during those rough spots, especially when i went to the ER w/ withdrawal symptoms. i'm still on the wagon over a year later, haven't ever looked back
and god, all the kind messages earlier this year when we learned my partner Dot's mom had been taken from us. and the kind messages when i almost died in the car crash 6 months later. fucking hell it's been a wild couple of years... but i made it. i got through all of that. i did that with help from my beautiful followers on here. you've even helped us financially when things got really rocky. i am so grateful it hurts lol :')
Dot is doing better these days as well. the murder trial is going as well as one of those can and my injury case is being handled too. we're gonna keep getting better together. i'm going to take many connections from here with me and we'll all help each other grow and the grief of losing everything we've lost will get easier with time. it always does
