You know what, I am going to try leading that train of thought to a nicer station.
Losing my love for science fiction wasn't good for me, but perhaps there were compensating benefits: I began developing a wider set of interests that were, in some sense, opposed to the naïve futurism of my adolescence. It was good for me, I think, to be rather suddenly more aware that there was still value in old things, and wisdom outside the narrow range of scientific and technical subjects that I'd regarded as worthwhile when I was an adolescent sci-fi geek.
And I wanted to add one more comment about the old fondness for robots: uh...this is a "fictive" thing. Ignore if you think that's merely crazy. Anyway, just what is the similarity between being an android, and being a fictive from a computer game? It vaguely seems like there ought to be some kinship between those two states of being.
~Chara
