i know this is cohost sadpost #539543A463F457 but like
i feel like the amount of loss this is going to have in my life is gonna be crazy. that is really the appeal of having a place you can gather around with people you meet to kind of be a part of one place, not having to divide your attention amongst 30 different platforms to stay in touch, but it seems like i'm now going to have to either use literally about 20 different websites to keep up with everyone or i'm just going to have to let go, and letting go is very very hard, but it's also incredibly hard to passively tolerate the lineoleum buffer scratching at your brain between a dozen different tabs. i will be everywhere that's on my website and i will update my website, but i am justvery upset. it feels like i had just figured everything out, and everything was going so fine, and then this hits me in the head like a brick. oh well, what's another couple months in hell!
