i spent all day thinking today was my sobriety anniversary but i realized that's actually tomorrow. June 25th is the anniversary of my final night of binge drinking—this explains the headache i've had all day (spiritual hangover)
how do i know the exact day? well my only vivid memory of the 25th was making this post
i had drank nearly a pint of gin, i made this post, and let the song wash over me. and it sucks as a listening experience so much that it struck me how fucking terrible my life was, purely because of my own actions. this song was so bad it helped make me realize i had to stop drinking Immediately For Good This Time I Mean It. so thank you to whoever was forced to produce this song, thanks to @MarkandFlops for putting it on my timeline, and thank you as always to Randy Newman