eiki can't help but feel jealous over how close you and miki are—how the two of you often huddle close together, whispering secrets to one another. it makes an ugly feeling seep through his veins, eroding at his sense of self-control until he wants nothing more than to tear you two apart. but he can't do that, not to his childhood friend, not to you.
"sylvie, what do i have to do to get you all to myself?" eiki asks, finding himself luxuriating in this small section of time during the day he has you and you alone. "you're usually so reclusive, yet... you feel farther away when you're right next to me...
... honestly, i wish you would start hiding again."
ah, there it is.
the part eiki hates about himself the most.
with grotesque words like that, you'll never be his. he'll never be yours, either.
🐿️💥💥💥💥 this is what youre doing to vivian and its unfair and mean