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jeffgerstmann
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When I first got access to the internet, it was through a friend's dial-up shell account that I made him go get after he enrolled at the junior college. I was still in high school, so it was probably 1992 or so. This was before the web existed, so the main services you had were, like...

  • email - pretty much functioned as it does today, but it was easier to spoof messages and claim to be someone else. also spam didn't really exist.
  • usenet - a big-ass message board, mostly full of college kid nerds and people working at companies that somehow thought that this internet thing mattered. people were also posting binaries there back then, but since bandwidth was what it was, most of these were GIFs of people fucking. the idea of possessing an AVI of people fucking existed, but was exceptionally rare.
  • gopher - I guess gopher was technically as close to the web as it got back then. it was essentially a text-based series of menus that would serve up text articles. you might connect to a gopher and get a menu like...
  1. About This Gopher
  2. Presidents
  3. Other World Leaders

...and so on. From there the presidents menu might dive down into "famous presidents" and "infamous presidents" or whatever. Eventually you'd read some piece of info and move on.

  • archie - archie, I think, was something that crawled around gopher servers and indexed them, providing some kind of basic search experience in case you didn't know which gopher address was the one for presidents or whatever.
  • FTP - there were a ton of FTP servers up. Colleges ran public ones full of open-source software and people would sneakily hide caches of bootleg games and porn and whatever else. Lists of these hidden spots would circulate, giving you a bit of time to go raid them before the list fell into the wrong hands and all the spots got wiped out. I grabbed Doom 2 off of an FTP site. it was rad.
  • I guess I'll mention finger and .plan files here. You could create a little text file on your account (your ".plan") and when people at a prompt fingered your email address, it would return the contents of the file. Some people kept short ones, others appended new updates to the end and maintained it like a blog.
  • lynx - lynx is a web browser built for terminal mode, text-ass text internet. html before people thought it would be cool to maybe put some images in there to spice things up. I remember this seeming like a less-organized, messier version of gopher servers, originally. but it wouldn't be long before people started logging into the internet from devices that supported graphics, and eventually NCSA Mosiac would change stuff.
  • irc - chat rooms, again, mostly full of college kids who wanted to convince you they were way cooler than they probably were. "#hottub" was a popular channel for people who wanted to get spicy or whatever.
  • telnet - so this is really just a way for you to remotely connect to another machine, but sometimes the machine on the other end wasn't just about bash prompt. sometimes you'd get big, custom bulletin boards or multiplayer text adventures or... yeah. wide variety of stuff.

That's kinda it. None of it was commercialized and the very idea of typing a credit card number into a computer seemed like the worst idea in the world. It wouldn't take long, at that point, for people to start trying to make money off of it one way or another. For one, people started running commercial ISPs and selling subscriptions to shell accounts. The admin of the junior college's dial-up service eventually left and started up sonic.net, which was great because they had the phone/modem capacity to allow more than one person log in at a time.

When I started working at a magazine in 1994, I saw the web on a Mac for the first time and was pretty blown away, but there wasn't much to look at. That live image of the coffee pot was online and that was a real winner. But even then, the commercial opportunities didn't really exist. Companies were starting to get their own .com domains and all that, but no one was really sure what to do with them.

When I started working at a video game website in 1996, the idea of a magazine on the web, something that would actually be commercial in nature and try to make money through advertising, seemed dicey, but they had a sales team and it seemed like it was going OK. Even then, the idea of buying something online seemed weird. I think I might've mailed someone some cash for some video tapes at one point.

Now it kinda feels like the core of the internet is completely falling apart as every major commercial service woke up one morning and said "wait, we can't just run at a loss forever under the guise of building an audience?" And all of those commercial services--Twitter, Amazon, Reddit, Google, whatever--are just getting worse all the time. I think there are any number of reasons you could point to here, from people too narrowminded to think about the big picture of their products to just, ya know, capitalism doing what it does.

I don't really have some glossy-eyed optimism here. I think anyone out there peddling some kind of "THIS MEANS THE INTERNET WILL ONCE AGAIN BELONG TO ITS USERS" is just lying to themselves. But it does provide this weird opportunity to figure out what's next and those solutions don't have to be so wrapped up in the archetypes of the recent past. I do think that the solutions probably need to be rooted in figuring out what people actually want to do online, though, rather than just some technology thing that excites some engineer somewhere.

Might have more to say about this later, gotta bring in groceries.


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in reply to @jeffgerstmann's post:

it's really hard for me to have even the slightest bit of hope that any of this will get any better no matter how many opportunities for it to do so pop up. like every new bullshit internet thing is somehow worse than the last, and they all bleed more and more into real physical life, and i think we're just solidly past the point of no return. the internet just feels like a full on grift top to bottom. 96/97 is probably around when i first started touching the internet as a like 7 or 8 year old so while i wasn't there for the days of True Internet Freedom i did get in early enough to know it wasn't always this bad, and a literal lifetime of seeing it not only get worse and worse every day but become more and more inescapable has thoroughly jaded me on the whole thing

a lot of people my age say "haha how weird is it that we're the last generation that will ever remember not having the internet" and for me those aren't the days i miss. i miss the days when you had the internet and had the ability to completely not think about the internet. i miss the days where you could log off. like, really truly Log Off. not be online and not think about online and not hear anyone talk about online until the next time you consciously decided to get on the internet because you enjoyed doing so. i genuinely think this is impossible to do now unless you move into a cabin on a mountain and live like a hermit. the internet has seeped its way into everything and the worse it gets the worse the world gets. the internet is the world now and the world is hell

There's no universe in which we get everyone on earth on board with self hosting, running and using pubnix servers to communicate and have fun together, run forums again, etc. But...the current state of the internet is making a lot of people do that again and that's what makes me optimistic. Heck, finding out that there's 13 year olds out there with neocities pages that never once experienced geocities or an internet landscape anywhere like that era...it's nice. We aren't going to get the Power To The People internet revolution we want, because frankly most of it is still too hard for most people to figure out (and that's a failure on our (our being tech knowledgeable people) end that it isn't easier for folks to make a website of their own or run a mastodon instance or whatever. It's 2023 and Linux is still too hard for most people to figure out even though we should have solved this by now. But more people are seeing the writing on the wall, more people are getting into neocities or weird little protocols like Gemini. More people are having their own websites again. One YouTuber I follow decided instead of changing from Twitter to a Twitter alternative, he's just going to do an old fashioned newsletter.

It'd be stupid to imagine a return to the web of 20 years ago but it is cool seeing things we left behind in the corporate social media era enter people's thoughts again, even if it stays niche, it's less niche than this time two years ago.

Always appreciate when you talk about this era of computer stuff. I was probably 4 when my dad got a PC and we had internet soon after that (this would've been 1995ish) so while I do remember it it was very much over my head.

I'm not convinced that the web is dying or whatever, but I do miss the kind of techno-optimism that gave us, like, wired and so on. Maybe that's part of why it's like this now? The one thing I am optimistic about is that the big guys don't understand what people want anymore, which means they can't be the only game in town forever (see: Google adding a social media search page in response to people adding "reddit" to their queries, as if the reason people do that is because they want to be Influenced)

Also the return of like, actual bloggers is really cool! I'm jazzed about that