i guess i've said this before in different words, but i'm still thinking about the fact that i feel like i simultaneously know a lot and nothing about music. i've made so much progress over the past few years, and my music sounds worlds better, but at the same time i worry that it's still unpolished, amateurish, formally haphazard
i'm sure that's partly impostor syndrome, but it's probably also an increased ability to see where i have room to grow. now i think the key is to avoid comparing my music to other people's music and let myself feel happy with both what i'm making and where i'm headed