I am 24 now.
Up until the last couple days, I felt good-ish. My mental health has been marginally better than usual, and I found a few things that I feel interested in.
Most importantly, I started to learn a lot more about computers and the web, until eventually, it felt like the world where I belonged, where I knew what I wanted and how to get it.
Still, the more of it I saw, the more it felt like a horrible place ruled by either greed or anger. Somehow, Cohost was an exception. Like home. Now, I am crying and blaming myself for under-utilizing it when I had it.
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Ps. Recently, I started learning Rust and trying to get into tinkering with PC hardware. Maybe, if I find where to go from here, I will finally have something to say
Pps. And I finally downloaded and started playing Signalis. Had to pirate it because I am from Russia, and it is blocked (banned?) here, and even if I could buy it, I would have barely had enough money on my name. Signalis is great, you should play it (please buy it if you can)