I have taken some days to make a lot of draws in free mode, that means not worrying about committing errors of drawings ugly stuff, and the results, while obviously having the quality of a hobby art, I think these are good stuff overall.
Now I wanted to draw something for a jam game, changing my perspective to "I will draw something that others will deal." And from there, I have just created the most bland, boring, extremely bland and boring stuff I have made in a long time. I'm so frustrated right now, just because of the change of motives to draw, now I can make just the most acceptable pixel art of history. I really hate it.